Category Archives: change

Elections are over!
Oops what elections? yeah the US presidential elections..
Well like every one am also talking about the great US elections…but really why? The media has to talk about what happens in US more than what happens really in India, so am I doing the same thin here! All are bitten by the same bug!

I have been seeing and reading reports from around the world of the wide scale celebrations…but really why? I also read reports about how bad the “Obama in office” gonna effect the IT industry, still every one is cheering for him. from Los Angeles to our own capital New Delhi. BUT WHY? Just because they turn out be running the world economy? Even when the whole world is effected by the financial crisis in US? All i see is actually the world doing HOPE GOOD approach.

What for? I don’t know.. don’t have a reason to explain..

The worlds so called most powerful country, one of the world’s most racist too, ..has an Black President, who got an landslide victory…

All said and done ..at the start of this race Obama was just an underdog. He was against hi profile Clinton’s and the McCain’s of the world, but what he has showed to the world is “change can happen”. The whole meaning of change we have to wait and see… but everyone is actually sensing the change…the slide to the good.

“YES WE CAN”
Obama the underdog has proved his KARMA MANTRA of yes we can by not just winning the elections in a huge margin and making it historic, but also by letting the great American divide over colour go down the drain. He has in one way really UNITED the United States of America. But where does the difference really lie? I saw both Obama’s and McCain’s speeches with lot of interest, (well I would not have spend time on watching any speech given any any so called politician in India (unless it becomes part of ma job)). The difference in attitude of a victory or a loss is huge, real huge. Here after an election all we hear are blame games, or the stupid victory galas. But the US elections stood out, not only by the result, by the amount of money spend, but by the emotion involved with out the blame game.

McCain said : “I pledge to him tonight to do all in my power to help him lead us through the many challenges we face“.

Who would have accepted defeat with such a pride? Would i ever see such moment in Indian politics or for that matter of fact in any other political Field? I saw McCain openly agree that he had differences with Obama, but now was the time to work together> Obama on the other hand didn’t criticise McCain either, now this is what makes the political showdown an gentleman’s game.

Oh in between that here we also got an first Black F1 champion also, not that am a great fan of his. But achievements are to mentioned.
This year has been the kinds of re writing history with racist power (no i don’t mean it), what am actually saying is that, those who where actually freaked by racist comments and life are now hitting back, not with force but proving themselves and winning hearts. All the best Mr. Barack Obama and Lewis Hamilton


¡ʍouʞ ʇouuɐɔ uosɐǝɹ ʇɐɥʇ suosɐǝɹ sʇı sɐɥ ʇɹɐǝɥ ǝɥʇ˙˙˙ןıssoɟ

Officially I quit!

This was all set happen! I had to leave this place! Not that I was
thinking of sticking to this one. I had told the people concerned
before itself! Now it was just a formality of officially saying am
off! As usual I don’t have any other job in hand, have not looked out
really also :p that’s how weird I work things out! Am tired of trying
to act sane when am insane! For the past two or three days ma anger
has been on a high note! Have not really been able to control inside
me! I don’t know why! Does it have anything with me quiting for is it
just ma freaking mind! Nah quiting won’t actually effect me really! Am
just tired! Tired of living! Tired of acting! Tired of everything
around me! So like that ms officially last working day is gonna be
Nov. 14th ‘08 :p a childrens day too.. Am still a child right?

Well well this year ms fav fab word seems to QUIT! The karma mantra
seems to be QUIT! I quit non veg, I quit smoking, I quit ma job too!
Is there anything else I can really quit?? I donu, if yes then I gotta
find it out :p well as of now the job hunt has to begin! Am so lazy! I
wish I was one of those born in money kinda person, not for the money
but minus the money money tension, @least at this age …but it’s not
so to look from oneside am happy with what am having and aiming to
have! So it’s all criss cross life! And am just moving around it! :p

It’s special feeling to put down your papers and get back home! So do I!

fOsSil…the heart has it’s reasons that reason cannot know!!!

Whenever I think that past should not torture my present' it refuses
to leave me' whenever I try not to think of anything that turns me
sad… others remind me of it unknowingly' it's not that I don't think
of it, but when others remind me, it hurts more' no one is to blame'
no one is to be cursed other than me n me' it's high time for me to
change to a bad me I guess' the selfish or egoist as anyone would like
to term it! Not cos of anything specific, just that am too tired, I
have given up hope on ma self'! Not the hope of living or fighting or
all other #%^+. But the hope of being a nice person! I can feel the
change happening inside me' I feel am loosing control over maself'

I can't explain the change' I don't know if others notice it' I don't
know if I should give up so soon' I don't know a thing' I just feel
the change, for good or bad, I don't know! I don't care either! I
don't wanna see the finer details, I don't wanna see the big picture,
I don't wanna know where all this is heading' AM AFRAID of MASELF! I
really am'

blah blah blah'

fOssil…the heart has it's reasons that reason cannot know!!!

days in life…
go by like none other…
everyday different…
like every human around…
try to chart your day…u never will…

thats how true life goes…
one expects something.
but never happens so…

life where every bit of a second counts…
one never knows, where headed to..
why does everything so complicated..or seems so?
complexity where eveyhing keeps changing!
for good o bad…thats ones own take on it!
but or those who believe …what ever happens is or good’…
i got just one thing to say…
YOU ARE JUST ONE BIG LOOSER!


fOsSiL…the heart has its reasons that reason cannot know!!!

here after i guess years of trying to…am changing into an vegetarian….ooops an lacto-ovo-vegetarian, today! :P
yes this is happening after long thoughts, thoughts which led to what i don’t know….
all i know is i wanted to this way for a long time…@last i think i will!
everyone is just asking me one question for how long?
am betting on the forever tag! i really do!
still i cant answer why i took this decision :P

may be the huge media coverage about the animal advocates n stuff has also affected me…
but nah can’t give them the credit :P
so here @last i do become an lacto-ovo-vegetarian for good!
something good this independence day :P
peace”



fOsSiL…the heart has its reasons that reason cannot know!!!