Today first day, nah night, that i have decided to see only Black, yeah ma first night post the fact that I have quit ma job @GREY. Well am I worried about being jobless or am i happy? I donnu yet, I cant feel anything. I guess am getting a long required break so that i can gt ma fucked up brain right’ But things happening around me doesn’t seem to help me out on that!
Anyways here am sitting watching a movie, nah ma second for the night, time being 2.49am on dot, am not even tired to remotly what i ever used to feel. I feel am not bound by work any more, I feel am free of somethings, but not sure of what, it seems all vague all blurred, but feels good.
Well ma last day was also no different actually, everyone was busy and me jobless, trying to keep maself busy online. But I think the match kept me more busy, I had to keep running to the conference room, mn What a pleasure it was to see India build up the innings. And then I have the new found love for the Facebook games 
, I have started to spend a lot of time on it’ Its a great time killer…had booze plans for the evening, which got canceled just cos of the usual meetings @office level n client, the mood in office today was very boring and tensed,
we had our share of fun talking and looking @the tense faces no more details can be mentioned.
reached home post the max time I could spend officially @work, cos just the feeling of chumma sitting was killing, yeah am kinda workaholic but call maself that’ cos I can’t work 24X7 But like to be work’ Now getting to the fact of being not working is actually sad’ nothing to kill time, and the biggest word in current time, NO MONEY’ which actually makes me worried’ am not even sure if I have put enough thought to the post job time’ am happy happy being free… all i can think of now is to lazy around reading, hitting online, watching movies, what else could i be doing without actually shelling out money yes am in a damage control mode…
Am just trying see what options I have, without actually thinking’ I guess I should just see the movie first and then think of a topic I can tink about,
the first night of being jobless is not yet that bad’ so adios before I actually find something bad to say’ this doesn’t sound like a writing, just a confusing talk i had with maself.. bow bow the fact that I have reduced smoking like a mad man doesn’t leave me with many options well can I get paid for Facebooking or Orkutting or iPhoning common am talking about business models out here Am in the same circle of life thinking on what to think of.
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