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I don’t know “if” am dreaming!…

I don’t know “if” am dreaming!
I don’t know “if” things happening around me are really happening!
I don’t know “if” am actually blind or acting one!
I don’t know “if” am thinking!

I don’t know why I am trying to connect “if” and “dreaming”

I don’t know “if” am acting “dumb” or “smart”

I refuse to understand the way world functions..am not saying am
taking up the challenge of challenging the world, on how it functions!
All I know is the world means zero to me, for the way it is! For the
amount to “hate” around…for the nil amount of “love” around…for
the amount of selfish insequrity that floats around….

I won’t try to change things around…I won’t try to run! I would just
try to live! Living not means just brething…it means getting
involved into the aspects of life’ the aspects which you and I as a
normal person never wanna think about! We love to live our life as
just anybody else does! Everyone might be different in the biological
sense…but if one tries to see the lifestyle it’s just a carbon copy
of crowd around you! We all live in such mechanical life
structure…that we don’t even realize what actually is happening
around! HERE ACTUALLY AM JUST TALKING ABOUT MA LIFE too…it’s all so
so mechanized that at least I feel to say enough enough..enough is
enough :| not cos am gonna change the world but just cos am fed up
with the mechanical lifestyle…

I don’t wanna fight, I just wish for a difference in outlook towards
life..an outlook which will actually be some thing on the lines of a
nomadic life..where one gets to understand the difference of a
mechanical life and life where one enjoys life, where money and all
blah doesn’t mean anything (I guess am happily dreaming here about
things that are just to be dreamt off).

Lives never gonna be simpler.. One is at a stage that no one actually
means anything at all without solid cash..cash runs the world cash
runs every single one of us..you and me!

All think is “if” the present world was a dream! I don’t know how the
old world was” I just wanna dream of a better world..a better life..

A world where atleat everyones equal..atleast no one would
fight..atleast no one would throw bombs in the name of so called
religion..I hope no one will be there to hate!…

fOssil…the heart has it’s reasons that reason cannot know!!!